sape sy kt hati awk???

nmpk kn laki kt atas ney,,klo kowg ingt nme dye muhd arif abdul rahim,,alarh,,,sblm ney aku ada gak post kt blog psal dye,,,ney la my hubby,,,ary 2 gmbr dye ada rmbt,,,gmbr ney gmbr lme,,time dye botak,,,k,,lupa kn..bkn nk cter psal dye botak,,tpi nk cter psal aty aku yg terluka skrg,,,kdg2 aku pk,,,dye ney syg aku ke x,,,ye la,,aku mcj dye x bls,,aku calll,dye x angkt,,aku plik,,ble aku ajk jmpe,,,mcm2 alasan dye bg,,,tpi klo mbr dye ajk ,,,laju jew dye pgy,,,mcm la dye nk kawin ngan kwn dye,,,aty aku skit dowh,,,ase nk ktok2 je otak dye,,bg dye sdar yg dye 2 dh ada awek,,,kdg2 aku ase cm terpinggir kowt,,,nsib bek la aku syg dye,,so ,,aku sbr je la,,tpi nk sbar smpi ble???bleh ke???aku mnusia biasa,,ada perasaan,,,bkn patung,,,npe dye x pnh nk hrgai aku???arif,,awk sdar x yg sy setia ngn awk,,tpi awk wt sy cm ney,,k la,,t ctr lgy,,bye:(